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Good Morning!
It has been forever since I blogged it up. I was just too pissed, too busy and too stressed to do so.
So last week, the day before the court date, my attorney faxed me over papers. She called me and said “Amanda, I am going to fax you over Scotts testimony he is going to present…you are not going to like it” she was very right, I did not like it one bit. In it Scott is now going for full custody with little visitation and saying I’m the one with an anger problems. He also says that that morning in which he was too drunk to wake up to watch Kendra (the morning I decided I have to go for full custody)…this is his take on that morning. He says I didn’t even knock, I snuck in, saw he was sleeping and snuck out. then later refused to tell him where Kendra was. Such bullshit! Why on earth would I do that? Why would I go out of my way to be and hour and a half late for work because I had to suddenly find a babysitter. He also claims that the reason he did not hear me wake up was because he had just lost his job the night before and was stressed out. That is a flat out lie. He lost his job in February…this happened April 8th. The good thing is, I have proof. Stone cold proof of that incident and proof that he lied about when he got fired.
Plus, Scott did that same thing just last week! I knocked and knocked and knocked, finally I used my key, I gave him the benefit of the doubt thinking maybe he just fell asleep with his bedroom door closed and tv on and cant hear me knocking. I didn’t think at all he would be that dumb to mess up in the middle of a custody battle… I walk in and there I find scott, passed out on the couch, an empty beer box by the door, shot glasses out and him fully clothed, shoes and all. I tried to wake him up. Nothing. Again and again I shook him trying to wake him up. Kendra started to get upset and asking why is her daddy still sleeping. So I sent her to use the big girl potty and take her shoes off by the door. I just looked at him and knew, here we go again! So I tell ken to keep her shoes on because we are going back home. As im leaving he wakes up, falls off the couch and while on the ground, proclaims in his calm high pitched drunken way of talking “ohh my gooooddd” then passes right back out. I decided to at least pick his drunk ass up and put him back on the couch. I do so and leave. My mom was in the car and I was just in tears when I was walking back to the car. I couldn’t believe that he did this again. I can’t understand why it is so hard to be a parent - A responsible adult. There is nothing wrong with having a drink or two after a rough day at work to relax but to drink to the point of blackout when you know your daughter is coming at 6am like always…stupid. It just shows how poor his judgment is that he could do this in the middle of a custody battle, he should be on his best behavior. God he is frustrating. So I had to take an unpaid day off. It was nice though, I miss being a stay at home mom. Kendra and I had a blast. We made a seafood pasta for lunch together, played all day, went for a walk, hell I even got to take a nap with her… I REALLY miss those naps lol.
But in other news, We are all moved. It is very odd that Hec and I are not able to sleep next to each other every night. We have seen each other every day since March of 2008. He would come over after work or after he took a shower just to say hi and hang out with me and ken a bit, then we moved in with each other and now we are apart. Tear. We call each other every night and usually see each other every day. The perk is that its fun, its like dating again…high school style haha. plus when we do get to…yennno…it is so so hot. ;) its always hot, but now its even extra hot lol. we joke that we are addicted to one another. His mama told me the other day that they were having just a talk over dinner and it turned into about me and him and our life together and she told me that he said that even after a year and a half he is still extremely attracted to me. He even told her that we just cant ever keep our hands off of each other. It was a bit awkward to hear that from my future mother in law. But she went on to tell me how great it was that we are still very attracted to one another and how that’s important in a relationship. I feel there are other importance’s but a great sex life is important…why have I talked about this subject for so long…?
But anywhoo, This Friday by beautiful baby is turning 3!!!!! I guess I cant really call her my baby…nah whatever I will always call her my baby!! I cant believe it though!! I am so proud of my girl already. We are going to do a wizard of oz thing. I'm taking Friday off and early in the morning b4 she wakes up (or after she falls asleep on Thursday night) me and Hec are going to set the house up with everything needed. We printed out a yellow brick road to place on the floor from her room to the down stairs, at the beginning of the yellow brick road will be ruby red slippers (that I’m picking up at lunch) for her to put on different wizard of oz pictures to go on the wall above her yellow brick road. And a bunch of Wizard of oz pictures, item ect all over the house. She loves the Wizard of oz so she will be super exited!