Work Work Work

God, I am just sooo mentally drained! I finished one HR project due Friday and I’m working on the next right now. I am really starting to get aggravated…no pissed off beyond belief that just because I have HR experience they (the HR lady Rita and her boss) think its totally okay to give me these huge projects to get done. In a way its flattering that they trust me to do a good job and keep it confidential but shit, I already have my own 45-50hour a week worth of work and to add on another 30hours or so in projects and think that it will get done within a few days is just insane. I have not even touched any of my work in over a week. I am just so fed up with it. I think that the next project Rita comes to me with I’m just going to politely tell her I cant help her out this time (OH MY GOD! SHE WILL HAVE TO DO HER OWN JOB!!!!) don’t get me wrong she is the sweetest thing but I think she is a bit lazy and very quick to have some one else do her work. Plus I think she was misinformed that I am still working part time HR and part time contracts. So I think I will also explain to her that I am no longer part time HR sense the other girl in my department left to go be a mom or some bullshit haha :P and that I have no time to help her. I'm sure that will cause her to panic and want to have a talk with my supervisor, who is out because he had to go have a freaking stroke haha jk. So that leave retarded Chris as my supervisor who has no idea what he is doing let alone me - I am the only one in this department, I am the only one who knows what I do yet he seems to think he has knowledge of everything (yes one of those guys) and that talk will lead to him talking to me about helping out and then I will kindly remind him that just like every one else in this office I have a big important job and if Rita cant do her job then maybe we should hire her and assistant or rotate as to who helps her which weeks because I was hired to do contracts and they are not getting done because I have to help HR all flippin day! Alrighty I feel better! Lol

Scott is at the court orientation today, I go on the 9th. I guess its just a class about our rights yada yada…and then the bib day is June 12th. That’s the first court date. I’m nervous. Scott has been so good, I almost feel bad about still going for full physical of ken but I just have to keep remembering all the times I felt this same way and then he sloped back down into a terrible place. I think he has his feet back on the ground and if so then even better. God I just hope this divorce is quick and painless and doesn't cast me and arm and a leg…oh wait it already has cost me and arm and a leg. I have already paid my lawyer over 2 G’s and I have only see her once haha. I give her credit though she is a kick ass lawyer who has not lost a case so I feel I’m in good hands. So I cant complain too much.

I signed Scott up for a single parents dating site. He needs to find a nice woman. I think that will help him out a lot. Its hard being a single father, it’s lonely. I was a stay at home mom and that was pretty lonely. I hope he finds the one. He deserves to be happy. Kendra deserves to see her daddy happy. Alright….im outie. Gotta try to get this project done.