"God you are Beautiful"

Happy Wednesday sexies!
The season Finale of Lost is on tonight! Woo hooo! Hec better be home in time for that because I will start watching without him!
Any hooo, my papa is doing better; he had a mix of really bad case of pneumonia and had a heart attack. They did the whole surgery thing, inserted some splints and then told him he has some small valve blockage and NEEDS to quite smoking. I hope he does but he has been smoking since he was 12 so I don’t see him stopping anytime soon. Like most old men, they think the doctors don’t know what they are talking about. Lol. I am so grateful that he pulled through and that he will be sent home soon. I really really need to start visiting more now because now I know there will only be so much time left with him. L
Hector and I are throwing around the idea of moving, we love our place to death but we think we need a more suitable place. The idea is still in the works. I'm thinking a place where my mom lives, those places are great and I will be very close to my mama and that works for me! He is wonderful, I noticed he was staring at me last night as we were watching American Idol, and he just came out with a “god, you are beautiful” now if that doesn't melt the heart of a girl I don’t know what will lol. just the little things like that make everything in the world seem right.
Yesterday the alarm went off at 5am, and because of how amazingly comfortable the bed felt, how wonderful it felt to be wrapped in his arms, I decided to take a mental health day, a.k.a a sleep in super late day lol. I had to get up at 7 though to get Kendra ready for school, Scott picked her up and then I hoped right back into my mans arms and we talked and joked for a bit and then he made us breakfast in bed and we fell back asleep until 1! I cant remember the last time I did that! Even on the weekends we always have something planned, family events, taking Kendra somewhere, going to the beach so0o0omthing and so I’m always up by 8am at the latest on the weekends. So it was nice, then we ran a million errands, looked at a few places we might want to move into, picked up ken and then we went for a walk on our trail behind our home. Ken rode her bike in front of us and me and Hec held hands and talked about so many things, our future mainly. It was so nice. Then Kendra wanted to run with “ticky” (that’s what she calls Hec) and so they ran off and I was stuck carrying a Dora tricycle and a Dora helmet lol, but I love watching them together. It’s perfect.
As for the divorce papers, I have yet to serve them on Scott, I think it’s a mix of being nervous and not having the opportunity. He knows I have them and he knows my brother will serve them to him and Scotts fine with that. But oy, its just that whole “taking the next step” thing. Don’t get me wrong I want so badly for this to be over but I know that this next step, the court step is going to be ugly.
Hopefully I will gather up the nerve to do it today or 2maro.