This was supppposed to go up yesterday afternoon

Good afternoon sexies!
SO the papers for the divorce and joint yet full physical custody to me are now ready to be served to Scott. I must admit that I am absolutely terrified about how he will react. I have told him in a nice calm manor about why I’m doing this and to be honest, I think he understands. I think he wants help just as much as we want him to get help because every time the subject of me getting full physical custody of Kendra comes up he doesn't go crazy like he so easily does with other subjects. In fact Scott has even joked about it a few times. So I think deep down he knows this is what is right and he also knows that I am not a mean person and will be completely fair and equal about who gets Kendra and when. Like I said a million times before, my plan is that the schedule stays exactly the same as it is now so that it is still stable for Kendra. She knows and likes this schedule and both Scott and myself get to see her everyday (minus the 4 days a month for the weekend she stays at the other parents) God I hope this works for the best for all of us involved. I think it will. So tomorrow I go pick up the papers and have my wonderful brother serve Scott the papers and pray that he doesn't explode and take it out on me or worse, Kendra.
Hec and I are doing great. Now that we think about it, we just had a bad 3ish weeks. Just stress over everything caused us both to distance ourselves and then get irritated at each other. It was pretty much our first real fight, and even then, it wasn’t like a screaming match we were able to talk it out and have hot make up sex. What’s better than that?! Haha And tonight we are going down to Todos Santos park for the farmers market and there will be NASCAR drivers with their cars so me and him are soo exited. Kendra loves watching NASCAR too…she thinks all the drivers names are JR. lol. I told Hec that if Jr happens to be one of the drivers down there (I doubt it, hes to sexy for public lol) then I might have to leave him for Jr lol.
Mothers Day is coming! It will be my 3rd mothers day! I'm exited. I mean who doesn't love a day that’s all about them...its like my birthday haha. I'm looking forward to it because I'm off! Lol No running around cooking and cleaning and finding this, helping with this, doing that, fixing the thing…it will be nice. I declare I want a nap! Lol. It is Scotts weekend for Kendra but I asked if I can have her this weekend. I cant have mothers day without the person who made me a mommy! Saturday were going to my moms to have a super relaxing day of movies, bbq, games and whatever. I always love my moms holidays better, its just relaxing and not hectic. Then Sunday we don’t know what we are doing yet. I keep asking Hec to call his mother and find out the plans but of corse last min Hec will wait till last min.
OMG I forgot I have to cover the phones…now!! Peace!