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To address something, It’s funny you say that my life is more delusional than yours. I have no delusions about my life. I know I’m not perfect but I'm the best person I know how to be and I'm very content with that. I’m not rich or even comfortable with my money situation but I work hard to earn my money and support my daughter and myself and that is something to be proud of and that I am proud of. We make it work. Me and Hec are not perfect, we argue, disagree on things but we love, trust and have faith that one day things wont be so hard for us (that would be after the divorce and jobs start picking up for him to be specific lol) I am aware of all of my flaws and all of my greatness and will admit to either. I don’t have to shout from a roof top my imperfections in order for me to be non-delusional. I rather focus on being a good mother, daughter, girlfriend, friend, sister hell even a good ex wife lol if in your mind that is delusional then I feel sorry for you and the life you are missing out on. Being an independent ADULT is a hard but great thing. Try it one day. You may find pride and true happiness. I'm sure ou will call whomever and bitch that im such a terrible icky person and that im creating drama, but sweetie, in the end, i'm just posting a blog and if you dont like it stop reading them :) *kisses*