And it just paused!

I wish the world could pause for just one minute while a take a breath.
I’m just in a whirlwind of stress and work and stress and craziness and just feel that I cant even catch my breath. As soon as I finish a project at work or figure out a problem in my head and get over it something else come along that’s 10 times worse. I just finished all that needed to be done to make the marketing goal for April...just on time right? Lol so as I’ here finishing up other work...well putting it off until I’m done venting, I know that because of the way my universe works lately there will be some huge emergency project that needs to happen ASAP. And then outside of work is just as stressful, everyday there’s a million things I have to fit in all before Dinner and Kendra’s bed time. At least I have the power to make my own schedule at work and can come in early to leave early. That gives me an extra hour to get stuff done. I think tonight I will blow off all the thousands of things on our to do list and when I leave work just go straight to pick up ken then home. Just forget all the things I need to do and do what I WANT to do tonight, and right now all I can think about is making Hec cook dinner and me, Hec and Kendra all climb into bed and watch that movie “bedtime stories” that we rented 3 weeks ago and haven’t returned lol. well then Survivor starts at 8 and snc we all watch that together anyways it will be perfect. Ah that sounds good. See I feel better already.
Its funny how often one persons stress, work load ect is another persons idea of an easy going life. I hear certain people at work…OH OH!!!! Hahaha there is this one woman at work…total spoiled brat and everyone knows it. She is the kind of woman who when she talks you look at her and wonder if there is actually a brain in there…but she was saying because the economy is so bad that she is afraid that Christmas for her daughter wont be so great as it was the past years (her daughter is 6) she told my mom that in stead of the usual $1000 they will probably only have to do $800 in gifts. WTF?! For one 6 year old girl!? What could you possibly buy a 6 year old girl that adds up to $1000??? Insane if you ask me! Lol. anyways I totally digressed but whatever. Because I just got a call from Scott who is in a mighty good mood and said that he thinks its only fair that he give me some money for the divorce costs. So he’s giving me $600 today! I’m exited and happy now. I don’t know what made him change his mind but I’m loving him right now! Lol see!! I told you he’s extra nice when he has a girlfriend!!! Yay AMY!!!